| Location | Morpeth Northumberland |
| Age | 1 month, 10 days |
| Date of Birth | 05/04/2007 |
| Date of Death | 15/05/2007 |
| Visitors | 6,539 since 24/09/2007 |
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To all my gts friends. thank you for youre kind messages for tonis site. Got my own computer now.but
having a tough time I guess I have started grieving now 1 and a half year on and it hurts real bad.
my love to you all and your loved ones.xxxxxx
My precious angel was born 8 weeks early due to insufficient growth.she was born at RVI Newcastle
weighing just 2lb 8oz where she stayed in Special Care for two and a half weeks. She was diagnozed
with a rare genetic disorder called wolf herschorn syndrome. Toni was such a fighter despite having
to take things day by day she grew strong enough to be transferred to wansbeck special care in
Ashington Northumberland.at first she did really well but then she started to tire . I got a phone
call 15th May to go in to the unit as Toni was unwell when I got there I realized today would be my
last with my precious girl and she passed away at 1 30 pm that day in my arms weighing 4lb.The staff
at the unit were amazing and will always be part of Tonis family I was fortunate to be allowed to
take her home for a while after she passed away and spend some time with her before the undertaker
came and took her away.My family and friends were so supportive and at her funeral the church was
packed full. everyone brought a rose to put in Tonis little grave.We raised £2000 for both the
units and Tonis TLC charity night raised another £2000 for her SCBU family to help other babies in
Tonis memory. It is still so fresh but I am trying to stay strong. I will always love Toni and will
never forget her.She is our precious Angel.xxx
my beautifull girl
well my beautifull girl another night I cant sleep. grandma just phoned to say she worried that Im upset you know how she stresses.you go and blow her a big kiss tomorrow.I miss you so much.I just wish I could hold you one last time and tell you all the things I never got to say when you were still on earth. sweet dremsxxxxxxxx
People say they’re sorry,
And they mean it from the heart,
But to understand your heartache,
They couldn’t even start,
To have a loss like you have had,
Is too much to understand,
We see it and we feel for you,
But it’s only secondhand,
You’re the ones who are suffering,
And we’re the ones who care,
rest in peace toni
i would just like to say my heart goes out to you and your family... i read your article in the chronical my daughter katie was born with wolfhirchhorns syndrome and spent most of her life in the rvi if you would ever like to have a chat email me.
godbless you toni your an angel xxxxxxx
Sent with love for Toni's mummy xxx
I have a little daughter, who means the world to me
She's living with the Angels and is as special as can be
And even though she's up there, playing in the clouds
She's still my precious daughter and I am so very proud
Her picture takes pride of place on my living room wall
Ready to be admired by all who come to call
I know I can not hold her, or bounce her on my knee
But I only have to close my eyes, her little face to see
I never will stop missing her and wishing she were here
But sometimes I feel, indeed I know that she is very near
So play happily my little daughter, you will never be forgot
I love you so and always will, though I miss you such a lot .
:¨·.·¨:
`·. Toni
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Mummy please don't look so sad
Mummy don't you cry
Cause i'm in the arms of jesus
And he sings me lullabies
Please try not to question god
Don't think he is unkind
Don't think he sent me to you
And then he changed his mind
You see i am a special child
And i'm needed up above
I'm the special gift you gave him
The product of your love
I'll always be there with you
Just watch the stars at night
Find the brightest star thats gleaming
Thats my halos brilliant light
You'll see me in the morning frost
That mists your window pane
Thats me in the summer showers
I'll be dancing in the rain
And when you feel a gentle breeze
From a gentle wind that blows
Thats me, i'm planting a kiss upon ur nose
When you see a child at play
And your heart feels a little tug
Thats me again giving your heart a hug
So mummy please don't look so sad
And mummy don't you cry
I'm in the arms of jesus
And he sings me lullabies
I MISS YOU
jayne daughter of lewis baker(huddersfield) from HUDDERSFIELD relation: someone who cares
I miss you since God called you
To his radiant realms above;
I miss just being with you
And the sharing of our love
I miss you in the morning
When the sunrise gilds the skies,
I miss your tender greeting
And the love light in your eyes.
I miss you in the daytime
As I walk my lonely way,
Knowing how much more I'll miss you
At the closing of the day
And yet, deep down within me
Far beyond the grief and pain,
I know that sometime, somewhere
We shall surely meet again.
god bless,xx
May your strength in raising money in the memory of your beautiful daughter help you through this sad, sad time. God bless Toni another child who got her wings too soon.
My Mum, she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before.
But from now until she dies,
She'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mum how she is
And because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
Because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mum how she is,
She'll say 'I'm alright.'
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night?
Ask my Mum how she is,
She seems to cope so well.
She didn't have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.
Ask my Mum how she is,
'I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping.'
For God's sake Mum, just tell the truth,
Just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how she is,
She'll lie and say she's fine.
I am Here in Heaven.
I cannot hug from here.
If she lies to you don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again,
We'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, 'You're lucky to get in here, Mum,
With all the lies you told.
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